Well Aiko’s been in the hospital because she’s had to remove a tumour on her foot. She was brave and showed no fear.
While she was in hospital she called me twice a day. Just four days ago she got out, and she cold me once since then… aparantly she’s been busy with her friends. It just makes me a bit sad because it gives me the feeling that she’d rather be with her friends and that I was just a tool to help her get passed her boredom.

At the moment I’ve got even more problems. I’ve never studied more in my life for anything. I’ve studied constantly for my Consititional Law exam. Mainly because my father has worked so hard to help me get where I am and I dont want to let anyone down. I just hate this subject and I have no way of passing it let alone to save my life.

One thing that DOES piss me off is that I went to the five seperate departments and they all said that I would be able to get rid of this subject since I wasn’t going to work in the UK, just yesterday they all swore HIGH and LOW that they NEVER ever said that. I KNEW they were going to do that. Luckily I had a witness with me. Where the hell would I get this information from if they didn’t tell me?! So now I get my grades tomorrow and I just have to hope I passed, otherwise I’ll be held back a year at uni. Although it’s not as embarassing as staying back in highschool, I’ve never had a low grade in my life let alone fail!

DAMN THIS FUCKING COUNTRY. I hate the UK so much.

If I were to list all the problems I’ve had since I’ve been here, my blog would be filled and Xanga would run out of webspace.

Wish I had an “f”-ing premium account here, but I’m so poor because of this country, dust and fluff are the only things that come out of my pockets.

My close friend is coming tomorrow to study in Essex. Guess I shouldn’t have told him to come.

On the plus side Aiko comes on the 30th….

I’m off to create some arabic/english music. Anyone with a nice voice, let me know.