Well, it’s been 5 days now and she hasn’t called… Selfishness? Stubborness? I dont know.
I just know that I’m giving it til the weekend then fuck it. I can’t handle this anymore. I know I’m worth more than this.

sorry everyone, but I’ve decided not to post in my own diary for a while.
Recent events have shown me that my Mother and My insane sister Nadia both read it.
I dont know why they can’t get a life. (Imagine, they butt into their 22 year old son’s life)
The blog is meant to share experiences so people can relate, but apparantly my family’s ruined it.

So, I’ve been thinking…

I spend too much money — don’t get me wrong, I make enough money to cover my expenditures. More than enough, even.
But, I just wonder if I’m wasting money. Wasting money when I could be putting it toward something more… worthwhile?

For example, my mobile bill just came in. $195.84. Hm…
I saw it, and I didn’t think “Wtf!” or freak out, but at the same time, I’m not sure why the hell it’s so high.
I have everything on my phone. Mobile web, text messaging, picture messaging, a nice, little game selection, and loads of minutes. Of which, I probably use 15% in any given month. But, do I need all this?

Simple answer? No.

Not-so-simple answer? No, but I WANT it.

It’s always been my philosophy that I don’t want my money to sit in a bank all my life. I want my money to work for me. And, it’s going to. Through investing, etc..

 Well, anyways…

I don’t know what I’m going on about, but it’s late — and I work tomorrow, I mean… I need to make this money to spend it!
I think I’ll go buy something and than go to bed!

Right, so lets do a little update. First of all I was just paid 280 pounds for my business. This is great, second of all, the ‘princess’ still hasn’t called me. BonJovi’s PR manager emailed me and asked me to advertise the concert on WIDGX.com. Pretty cool I would say. Hmm, I’m pretty bored at the moment and have nothing to do except for search for a better uni that’s higher ranked.

The first post of a brand new blog…well it is slightly used, but hey I’m not complaining. I figured I should possibly post a strong first entry, but I can’t think of anything at all….mmm lack of sleep most likely. Gotta love college. Anyway the name is Nick and I am a personal friend of Jim’s. I was just invited to this blog because I am a sexy individual with plenty of sexy ideas! I go to Rutgers University…I’m 19..blah blah and now you know my life story. Now on to my little rant for the day!

One of my classes, Expository Writing, is all about critical analysis of essays written by top notch professors or so called “experts” in the field. Well we were reading one that dealt with the topic of globalization. This doesn’t interest me too much, but my college is a unique well mixed college of people coming from all over the world, middle eastern, black, south american, asian, european and anything else you could think of. Not just the culture itself, but people that were raised in their home countries. Anyway….the author described that it is practically the United States job to help everyone out and give out more help to those who need it. I respected the author’s thought, but then a lot of people in the class responded and said the same things, but in a more interesting way. (more…)

Well, Kei is right. He did update. There are a few cosmetic changes in the Administration panel and whatnot.

 So, right now I’m not sure what I’m going to be doing.

 There’s a lot of interesting choices I could make!

A) I could stay here, in New Jersey, working at CVS/Pharmacy and the hardware store.
B) I could stay here, in New Jersey, working at CVS/Pharmacy and leave the hardware store.
C) I could stay here, in New Jersey, quit both jobs and go to school.
D) I could move, to Florida, and start working in a Verizon Wireless store and become a manager.
E) I could move, to England, and go to school, work, or whatever. It would just be different.

I’m sure there’s even some options not listed up there, all of them, to me, are things for me to consider.

But, I am, however, going to Florida to check things out in about two-weeks, that should be fun either way, because I’ll be staying with a friend I haven’t seen in quite a while.

Well, right now, I need to get to work. So… later!

 Also, welcome to the Tri-Blog, Nick!

It seems to be official that the relationship that I’m in at the moment is nothing more than an empty shell. I’m still with Aiko, but it’s obvious that nothing is the same, neither will it ever be. I’m trying my best, I’m doing whatever I can, but Aiko just refuses to try. She has the attitude which is like “it’s my way or NO way” and “dont question me”.

Today was strange, I felt myself falling inlove with her again. After successfully tracing the Irish Riverdance magazine she wanted from a Back Issue, I let her know that she’d be receiving it. I took her to go eat, we chatted a bit, had a coffee at uni and I told her a story that made her laugh so hard, it was nice to hear voice. I felt like I was meeting her for the first time.

She told me that she’d be doing some research for a job today and yesterday she’d promised to print a shirt decal for me today. So while she’s online, I asked her to print it, and she did so, and she mentioned that she had a flat meeting and then had to cook. So I said alright, shall I come in 30 mins to pick it up? I assumed that she’d be done with the flat meeting and I’d be able to pick up the paper before she cooks or during (since it would take so much time). But she said, how about tomorrow?

(this is where things go crazy) (more…)

Ok lets see what’s in store for me today. Upgraded the blog to WordPress 2.0 (Jim should like that).
Need to go to the bank, house agent, search for uni’s, get a UCAS application, and eat.

Yesterday I busy busy getting Widgx (a new tech site) finished. The domain is http://www.widgx.com however it might be down so you can see the redirected link at http://www.oxygen-inc.com/tech

Hopefully this tech blog will show up engadget and gizmodo with true info! But engadget will probably take the info and use it as their own and now even credit a simple tech site *sighs*

Anyway! Enjoy life all!

Well sadly our Blog hasn’t been nominated among the bloggies. However, if you notice under ‘Best New Blog” you will see that Hybrid//Kei//Jim is providing one of the awards. Yes thats right!

How generous. It’s just our way of spreading the word.
It would have been nice if we were actually nominated for something but oh well.

Ok, so the day after the video, Omar calls and says “remove it”.
Does he fucking think he’s the boss or something? I worked so long on editting the movie and he
acts as if I can just do whatever he wants…
He can fuck himself thats for sure. He didn’t even have a nice tone either.
He needs to show a bit of respect.

Anyway, long story short, I just said, Fuck it, your friendship is not worth this stress.

On a secondary note.
Aiko was acting like an ass too. She was angry at me for not paying attention to something she said yesterday. Yesterday I took her for an expensive lunch and a movie.
She says I’m making excuses but today I was trying to help her with what she was talking about yesterday.
But she just basically slapped me in the face with her words.

Whats wrong with people today?!

It’s finished. (well at least the pilot episode is finished)

Click HERE to watch!

(two guys go to London to ‘help’)

You’d be amazed at how many freaking technical help lines give you these people that read out of a book and type ‘in a monotone voice’ (if that’s understandable).

But I finally found a good one! Yes! One that actually helps, and from Microsoft no doubt. His name is Mark Michael (from the MSN Support team). If MS DO happen to search around this blog, yes he deserves recognition, because to tell you the truth, YOUR tech team SUCKS! Mark Michael helped, actually gave me SOLUTIONS rather than “please restart your pc and delete your cookies”, I mean WTF is it with you guys and cookies?!

The FIRST question representatives should ask is, are you a noob or “is u l337?”

Learn.

I’d like to take this oppurtunity to appreciate Chris.
He’s been a great help to me and a very good friend of mine. When I was having troubles, he supported me until the end and didn’t mind that I was putting myself ahead of him.
He told me that he ended his relationship with his fiancé and to be honest I could have been more supportive, I was just a bit busy with my own problems. (he told me this about a month ago or a bit over a month ago)
He’s someone that when he gets serious he really works hard, and I hope that he has a very great future.
Good luck with everything Chris!

I passed by the usual garbage forums I go to and spotted this
“It is a fact that the next terror act that happens in the globe will be made by ARABS, not Japanese, Danes or Costa Ricans. Let’s not kid ourselves. Instead of complaining about those who point out that they were Middle Eastern looking, go complain to those Arabs who are doing a disservice to those who don’t believe in terrorist methods to express their point of view.”
Now the person’s alias was ‘Swede’

But what pisses me off is that people actually believe that their country is innocent.
Look at Japan and their false ’self defence force’ (which leave’s it’s country when it’s supposed to be defending it)
Look at the American’s in Japan who are on constant trial (and whome the Japanese want to leave) for raping women whenever they feel like it. (Which I should note is ironic, when they want the American’s to leave but then support them staying in Iraq when the Iraqi’s want them to leave)
Look at the Brits who have a steady rise of youngsters who think that they can do whatever they want so they harrass people in the street.
When was the last time you heard of an Arabic student killing a teacher? Raping a friend? or burning their parents?

Fact, 90% of terrorist acts are NOT committed by Arabs.
Fact, 75% of terrorist acts, if committed by non-Arabs, are not called terrorist acts.
Fact, the discrimination of blacks (which you don’t see in Arabic countries), is being repeated again but this time to Middle Easterners (which again I note, are NOT ALL MUSLIMS, NOT ALL DARK SKINNED, AND NOT ALL WITH BEARDS)

note: I have nothing against any nation, I have something against specific ignorant individuals.