Wow I am starting to have as many posts as Jim does on this blog. Ahahahahahahahahahahaha. Another note also would be Jim got kicked from FFXI for 72 hours. Ahh…I do thank God I quit that game now, because that would definately not help my mood. Good luck in finding and killing that GM, Jim. Now onto buisness.

Its approaching the end of the year and the end of my life at Rutgers University. Classes end this Thursday and I will be leaving after my final exam on May 10th. It all feels surreal that it is happening, but I know it is for the better. I will miss the new friends I have and the view. Watching the sun rise over the mountanous region really is a beautiful thing to behold. I remember the many mornings just standing in the community room and drinking a cup of hot chocolate while I listen to the birds chirp and the light cast itself across the college. It just makes you realise how beautiful things are and that just being alive is a treasure all in itself. This type of thinking has really saved me lately as I’ve been through many trials and tribulations here lately.
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Just thought I’d make a quick post before ranting.

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Well it’s my birthday today, nothing much has happened so far. It IS 2 am after all.
At 8 o’clock I need to wake up and get ready to take Aiko and her parents to the station, after that I’ll be alone. How nice.
I didn’t do anything that much these days.
A couple of days ago we filmed scene 2 of the HG show. It didn’t succeed as we hoped it would. The weather was shit, we travelled all the way to pick up an SD card, which turned out to be fake (the Chinese bastard), as soon as we whipped out the camera to film it rained.
One mother fucker come up to us and said, “can I take a picture”, so he did and then said “are you guys gay?” we said “no”, he’s like “yeah you are”, I’m thinking, you son of a bitch, if you aren’t going to believe what we say, why ask?! So we started to do our thing but at due to a load of factors, my heart wasn’t in it. We went around filmed in China town etc… and basically then went back.
Shingo bought a Mac mini that day as well.
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First of all, Watch this! It’s an awesome Japanese commerical about the new FF Potions you can buy now.
http://www.finger-pie.com/?p=291

It’s also my sister Hanna’s birthday today, last night I called and I was surprised that she isn’t listening to me as she used to, she really disappointed me.. I wish she knew that I was serious when I told her that.
I hope she doesn’t slowly turn into Nadia.

Now my trip to Belgium was very cheap because I got it from Lastminute.com, it was basically like a weekend away, not a travel to another country.

Funny thing is, this guy (theif) passed by this woman who had a clip which connected her bag, and removed the bag in one swift movement that was impossible to see! It was so fast. Aiko tells the woman and I’m ready to run after the guy. The woman says HEY, and he walks back, and says “sorry”. Then looks at me and says, Asshole… I’m thinking, WTF! Sorry man! I didn’t mean to ruin your steal! *ends sarcasm*

I arrived from belgium at 11 oclock at night because the damn Eurostar over booked seats, or wait it was because there was a gas leak and so the other train couldn’t make it. Anyway, it turns out that Belgium is not so bad. Of course they are known for their chocolates and waffles, but they REALLY love their dogs. I mean there are dogs and dog poo everywhere!
The dog poo could be considered to be national landmarks as well. “To go to the Pissing statue, pass the green poo and take a left”.

One of their most well known statue’s is this one of a child pissing. It’s strange. I mean, they’ve got posters, shirts, EVERYTHING with a picture of a kid grabbing his dick and pissing.
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I really appreciate this blog being here as of late and I really want to thank Kei for giving me the ability to post on here when I need. So a big thanks to you Kei.

Lately stress has just been piling up for me. School work, switching schools, exams, projects, home problems, and all other sorts, but mainly one being the woman. Thats what I need to vent about now…so here it goes. Ironically the same day things start looking up a bit for Kei, they start looking up for me as well. My girl realises she was wrong and apologizes. Things were good, but every once and a while she would act awkward. Whatever…everyone has their bad days ya know. Well I find out my roomie has been emailing her shit and bitches about me to her and all that. This pisses me off because thats not cool at all. Were roomies and friends…dont bitch to my woman about what I do and don’t do. It is totally not your responsibility to tell anyone my life and what I do. Thats just a code of respect friends have with each other. I confront him and he completely dusts me off. So i check his email again and he bitched to her again saying “who is nick to say whether I can or can’t talk about him.”

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Well the day after was wierd.
She wasn’t speaking to me at all when I got up. I was on the sofa and she was in the kitchen. She didn’t speak at all. She basically did all the laundry, dishes, floor. I started to wonder.. “is this her last good act for me?”
I tried to explain to her that the way she’s acting isn’t reasonable since I did nothing intentional. She didn’t speak.

Finally after a few hours I offered her a cup of tea. She said yes. A few hours later I started to get hungry. Oddly enough, by 5 she still hadn’t left. She was doing some Italian homework. She said before she wanted to go home to study so I wondered why she was staying. I asked her if she wanted to eat. She said yes. She asked me what I wanted to eat and I suggested Chinese because that’s what she likes. After a short few seconds of talking, I said come see the menu. I noticed that the show she likes was on tv. I put it on.
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Today was another happy day which turned out to be nothing more than a catastrophe in disguise.
I took Shingo, Aiko, and her friend Yayoi to Lakeside shopping center. It’s about 1 hour drive.

We chatted had fun. Aiko likes to go to Lakeside because it has an IKEA. Me and Shingo went into the mall while the girls were looking at the furniture.

They spent 3 hours in there as well! I was glad that Aiko had a smile in her face. She was smiling in the car and in the mall and showing me love.

I tried to film some happy memories with my new Xacti HD1 but I kept on getting a ’system error’ message. I paniced, but I shrugged it off.

After dropping people home, Aiko put together a chicken salad. We ate, hugged, and she then said her stomach hurt (after helping me send an email to Sanyo). I felt happy.
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Last week I had a really rough time. I was extremely sick(i mean hardcore with my symptoms being migraine, not able to keep food down, dry heaves, and stomach pains from hell), my truck not starting at all and also figuring out how to tell my mother…I don’t want to go to Rutgers anymore. The sickness kicked it off just out of nowhere. I was doing great and then 10 minutes later my head just started pounding. This occurs about 8am and I also am very sensitive to light when i get migraines. O man it was a nightmare. I also just bought some Taco Bell, the most orgasmic fast food ever, and I couldn’t even eat it due to my migraine. I try to take a nap, but it doesn’t work. I stand up and then I get extremely light headed and bam…there goes my non existant food in my tummy. This goes on for about 2 days where i constantly have pain and cant even stand up without getting light headed.After that I try to start my truck one day and it won’t even turn over(the noise the engine makes if you didn’t know…)!! This was really pushing it for me and I just got so annoyed. Come to find out, someone was inside my truck and had turned my headlights on along with stealing all my CDs. Yeah…great.
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